I won’t write in a notebook that does not have a thought out purpose. I don’t want to be a part of something I don’t think I can’t put my all into, but sometimes I feel I should just get started without a reason and its meaning will be filled in.

I had a dream people were criticizing my taste in things ( like music) and I apologized because I never enjoyed those things with other people, so I was not sure how I should enjoy them. I woke up and thought, “That is hella stupid, why should I care?”